Well as i was saying in the previous post ... Primary school wasn't at all the best .... Things were ok like you know your years in R-2 every one were friends and clicks were never there ....
But for me my Grade 3 year was the begining of all the bulling ... Mrs Mahamlal .... My Grade 3 teacher .... She use to throw my books around the class and shout things like " I wasn't good to do anything cause I'm ADD " .... So yeah thing went from bad to worst .... I was in the principles office every two weeks , not cause I was a bad kid but that the teacher ( Mrs Mahamlal ) made me look like that hectic naughty boy ...
Ever since them people just saw me as a target !!!!
Things got a bit better afer Grade 4 ---- Till Grade 6 ...
Grade 6 was the year many bad things happened to me ... I can't really say but things happened which hurt me for a long time !!! I tried so hard to fit in ... always trying to inpress evryone just for a moment of being noticed !!! that's all i wanted !!!
Well all that " trying to get noticed " never worked ... after that camp .... The bulling went up from 1 or 2 incidents to 5-8 a day !!! My friends also ditched me and turned against me ! But the bullying stopped for a while !! and they started bullying one of the other kids in my Grade 6 class ... Moniqca Shukren ... But I couldnt let them hurt a girl !!! i couldnt bare to see her hurt the way i hurt ... So I became her friend .. and we took the bullying and we had each other to help ....
Grade 7 !!!
Things in Grade 7 wernt fun at all ... i hated going to school ... i hated seeing those people ... then one day !!! they pushed me over the edge ... the pulled my pants down and through water all over me !!!! Infront of the teahers and they did nothing !!!
I called my mother knowing what i was going to do !! but I didnt tell her .... I had to cross a busy road to get home ... so I wanted and planned to throw myself across the street so I could kill myself !! When I got to the road I had worked off all that anger ... and I forgot the plan I wanted to do ... then I got home changed and was playing playstation when my mom walked in ... them we spoke !! and it took forever lol .. but i dont regret it !!!
I went for help and to a life coach to build charactor !!! well it worked ... lol
I tried hard not to let those guys hurt me ... I stood up to them and it worked ...
Well thats PRIMARY SCHOOL ...
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